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Sunday, 28 February 2010
Limelight & Pressure walks hand in hand ♥

Today is the last day of the not so awesome CNY. And the dinner with the relatives was also very weird.

Apparently, I came only for dinner and when i walk to the coffee shop, all eyes stare at me. I seriously don't know how to react. I feel very much like the ice which titanic crash onto.

Low profile and its limelight i get.

My mum says its concern but i have been ignored for the past 18 years of my life. A bit uncomfortable with the overwhelming love and care flooding in.

Weird weird weird.

I just leave it at that current state. I don't know how to handle this, seriously...

smile like a child ♥





Blood Typing and the worst is not over ♥

Fuck. I need to do blood typing. Did i mention i have phobia for those not so cool needles? Damn it.

And my phone is giving me some battery problem. Lucky it is alright now. CHARGE!!

Law is so wordy and i am really sick from studying PRMP.

I need 2 and a half hour to study just for defamation.

Seriously, if only time was godspeed. then, i'll be enjoying my holidays now.

Who wouldn't want?

smile like a child ♥





Friday, 26 February 2010
Steam Boil or other preference ♥

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I thought it would rain today but it turns out to be a false alarm. Sad Sad sad. I was jumping up and down like a kid when i saw the dark clouds

And the study part was even worst. I totally laze off in the morning and the afternoon. The weather and the ulcer just worsen my plight.

Yes yes, Ulcer on my awesome gum and it makes me giddy everyday without fail. I thought I had hypoglycemia.

Congrats Kim Yuna for winning Gold in Ice skating. She was AWESOME ^^

Never mind that. A storm is blowing in the midst of exam right now and what we would like to call it a saga.

Sad sad sad. What's wrong with the world?

Right now, I'll really be happy if it rains.

smile like a child ♥





Thursday, 25 February 2010
Hot weather bidding goodbyes and what's next? ♥

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"weather is hot"is an understatement. Of all places it should rain, not even a single drop can be found here in the east. Can anyone spare us some droplets to cool the heat??

AM was over yesterday and words can't express my happiness for that.

However, right now, i am struggling with one more chapter of PRMP and the heat just adds on to my woes.

Anyway, I just left a message for a lecturer who is going off. I hate teary goodbyes so i merely wish her all the best.

sad sad sad.

I also found out that i got scriptwriting and Media in Asia as my electives. And self reflection today made me realize what a spoilt brat i am. Now i am done bashing myself...

Time to get back to my studies...

I still can't believe others can still worry about other things. What brought on the premature desperate, paranoid idea?

Sigh oh sigh

what's wrong with the world?

smile like a child ♥





Tuesday, 23 February 2010
Life sucks when headache comes in. ♥

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The Men in the house have gone nuts i suppose.Andropause.

As of current, i have completed my study but whether is it in or out i have no idea.

I'll only know tomorrow.

Headache is killing me and i think sleep is the only cure.

I think i need to relax before the panic syndrome gets the best out of me.

For some reason i feel that morning paper isn't such a good thing.

Tick tock tick tock...

the clock is ticking...



smile like a child ♥





Monday, 22 February 2010
relief and be gone ♥

I just realize that i tend to write on my blog more often than usual during exam periods. Probably because i have a lot of free time to do so.

I need to release the panic syndrome in me so that i could be less masochistic to myself.

I'm down with probably 2-3 chapters and i'll be done for the module.

Sigh*

Why am i so emo?

No idea. Probably the confrontation with old man and that i will never place his interest above mine for CNY ever again.

It doesn't pay to be kind.

I agreed to go for CNY visits and yet i get mock at for not studying during this period.

...

Like i say, it doesn't pay to be kind. So i just told him that I will never ever go for CNY visits when i have other more important priorities.

I will and shall not give in.

Case close.

smile like a child ♥





A tick & Tock...It's gone ♥

Time flies so fast.

And before i knew it, exams will be over. Hopefully.

Struggling with revision and CNY just spoils it all. I could have finish everything yesterday but just because of all the stupid visitings, my academic have to suffer.

Now that i am done with my complainning, i think it's time to get my ass to work. I'm so sick of memorising.

I can't wait to see next week coming.

I want to do well...

very much with emo-ing now.

smile like a child ♥





Saturday, 20 February 2010
Busy week ahead ♥

A busy weekend ahead.

And i still have to study. Pretty much no mood but i'm forcing my butt to stay put on the chair to study. sigh*

Advertising management is at least better than studying bonds.

Hmm...

I have so much entertainment to do. this is bad.

Now i feel like having the urge to buy cosmetics so much. shit shit shit. I guess i'll go by the "no money no thoughts about it."

Raging shopping hormones.

I need a controller to control it


smile like a child ♥





Thursday, 18 February 2010
afternoon tea. shopping. chitchat ♥

Finance is soo screwed.

So i don't bother about it after it is over. I intended to go home but ended up shopping and chit chatting with Sherry and Elaine.

It's been a long time since i have sit down with my friends to chit chat.

Overall, i enjoy the session.

Next to study, AM.

I doubt i have the mood now.

smile like a child ♥





Wednesday, 17 February 2010
Let out the smoke ♥

I need to let out all the unhappiness or rather crazy doom from over studying.

after 1 whole day, i'm still stuck at bonds.

BONDS BONDS AND MORE BONDS. How to survive myself?

I hate chapter 9.

can't help but wants to wait for the test TO BE SO OVER

smile like a child ♥





On a side note ♥

On a side note: I just realise the amount of money i'm gonna spend if i ever have the chance to buy.

  1. my rubber keyboard protector
  2. a new laptop back
  3. a harddrive
  4. a new bag
  5. POPTEEN
  6. M.A.C Lipstick or Kate eyeliner
  7. Face mask
  8. BoA CD
The really urgent one is face mask and i have no idea which to buy??? As for cosmetics, i think i can only choose one.

seriously broke. I need more CNY visits for more ANG BAO MONEY.

smile like a child ♥





CNY Mayhem ♥

Happy Lunar New Year!

well, not really a happy one if you have to mug during festive seasons. =.=

Finance oh Finance...

And tomorrow is the freaking test. How?

I think most of us will survive.

One thing i like about this CNY, i blend with the surroundings. But I would rather be invisible as always among all my relatives.

But still when i am too quiet, someone bound to realise that.

Hmm.

Why can' people be less observant?

smile like a child ♥





Friday, 12 February 2010
With an attempt, all will vanish with a spoof ♥

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Today is the unofficial last day of semester...

W O W

And today, we LOU HEI as a class for the first time!!! though it is very small but yet it has great significant. Perfect timing as all is well now.

I shall wait for Sherry to upload the photos!!

For the UCCD test, it's atrocious with the mark allocation. lowest point is 5 and highest is 15 for the questions. I'm not even sure what i wrote was ever enough for the marks. But thank goodness i went for lecture, and yongjie for convincing me to do so!!

THANK YOU PEOPLE WHO WISH ME GOOD LUCK FOR THE TEST! I needed it badly.

MACBOOK coming in 7 days time...Yippy!!

On the side note: I smell burnt in the air...i think haze is back. Or is it my imagination?

smile like a child ♥





Thursday, 11 February 2010
Sit still ♥

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I am extremely sleepy from over mugging. Technically, out of 6 chapters, i'm almost done with 4 and a half.

I'll skip the morning tutorials cause i doubt i could wake up at such a time...

I still have to read through a bunch of notes to understand the points i am trying to make.

I still wanna do my best for the test no matter what happens.

Gambatte!

Tomorrow is electives result...Well oh well.

On the side note: Rescuer, Prosecutor or Victim, which do you wanna be?

For me: None...

I love the lizard brain theory.

smile like a child ♥





Tuesday, 9 February 2010
I just don't get it... ♥

I don't get it why but everyone is trying to test my patience.

Fuck shit. I can't take this shit any longer.

I just freaking quarrel with my mum and she went too far this time. Bloody hell.

No Mood to open my door for them no matter how hard they knock. CCB

I talk to her nicely and she thinks that i am being impolite. when i ask her which part am i impolite, she couldn't say it out and just keep emphasizing on I AM IMPOLITE and RUDE.

Now HOW THE HELL AM I GONNA KNOW WHERE HAVE I DONE WRONG IF YOU DON"T EVEN TELL ME?

Seriously, what's wrong with this people???

Can you even be more understanding? Just like on saturday...i just have a bloody event and i can't even have a PROPER BREAK. I stood for freaking 12 hours and can't you even be understanding??

I hardly had a proper break and you chose to push my buttons at these moment.

I think i shall not say much...not even to my dad even if he have to interrogate me for another 24 hours.

Pathetic communication from the start...

and worst still, my mum doesn't even know when to stop picking a fight.

smile like a child ♥





Monday, 8 February 2010
MUG-A-THON ♥

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It's barely exam and i can feel the "race" excitement. The muggathon has officially started this week and i hate to say, time to crash those info in my head.

half way through the chapter on culture shock and here i am digressing.

What is culture shock? It is one's psychological reaction to unfamiliar environment often occurs during a huge transition experience.

Prelimanary stage
Spectator Stage
Participative Stage
Shock stage
Adjustment stage
Re-entry stage

I think i have to much of culture shock. I have to get a foreign tongue by tomorrow and weapons to fight a "bloody" war on wednesday.

and freak shit, CNY is just round the corner.

WTH!

smile like a child ♥





Sunday, 7 February 2010
Salon spring cleaning and breaking bones ♥

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Today i had done a lot of stuff other than... STUDYING! It was supposed to be part of the plan actually but things turned out quite different.

I had to do spring cleaning cause CNY is freaking next week!!! Later i have to wash the toilet cause i made a huge mess while cleaning. Then i had to cut my hair and of course rush to do my nails...

and all the reason is because CNY is FREAKING NEXT WEEK!! and to summarise it, my first half of the day i work like a maid, while second half was pretty much enjoying.

I think i should study at night...like i say, "I think"

3 tests this week and i have no idea why do i not feel the stress build up?

I think my brain wires have short circuit... =.=

I smell burnt

smile like a child ♥





Friday, 5 February 2010
Miracles and wonders ♥

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This week wasn't as tense up as last week...

And tomorrow is the BIG event. YEP. BIG EVENT! Let's hope..nope everything MUST go well for tomorrow.

Here i am blogging my life away. Today, other than getting EMP event stuff, the rest of the time, i was chit chatting with the guys talking about craps.

sigh*

Finance presentation was gone with the wind and so i'm quite relax...

tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow...

I suddenly miss some people...

smile like a child ♥





Monday, 1 February 2010
Wierd, Madness and what next ♥

It's been more than one week since i last blog. Reasons are like given. Either i have no time or i don't feel like blogging.

This week will be fairly light i guess.

And my lappy choose to crash on a perfect time. So i am very much decided on buying Macbook White.

Really just get that.

I have no idea why but somehow i could just taste freedom

smile like a child ♥