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Sunday, 24 January 2010
What a day ♥

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I finally sat down proper to blog!

My feeble attempts to blog for the past 3 days were really failures.

I should think on the positive side. Especially for this week. Afterall, it has been a long time since i did individual presentations. Plus it is a double presentation on wednesday. As for thursday, it is submission of PRMP CAII, Friday it is UCCD presentation.

Mr Instinct has been acting up lately and i have no idea what went wrong? Probably i am anxious about tomorrow's PRMP meeting cause we intend to finish up everything by then. I shouod look on the positive side. I guess with the focus group done, it is much clearer.

Hmm...

As for MLE, it can be push aside. I need to focus on my AM CAII even if it is only 10%.

Talking about priorities, i will be like a pizza tomorrow- split half. If you get the idea of two different groups wanting your attention.

I need another ME.

smile like a child ♥





Friday, 22 January 2010
what am i doing?? ♥

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Today i skip classes again cause i need to rest because Ms. Period is such an annoying bitch. Wierdom.

Now once again it's SIF (shit it's Friday) Almost another week gone.

Now, Exam time table is out which means i have to start studying before i screw up like last semester. Plus next week is the week to choose elective and i have no idea what i should choose other than art direction.

Oh well...

For the memorising part, i need to learn the techniques of building memory palace.It'll make my life easier.


Once again, Mr Instinct is acting up again.

i need some advices.


smile like a child ♥





Thursday, 21 January 2010
tele-path-y ♥

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Telepathy? I think we do have. Apparently, Selina also had to see doctor because of stomach cramp. But she had the worst bargain of all. A buy one get one free situation- diarrheo.

Oh well, sad case for either of us.

Called her last night and apparently two of my phone died on me half way through. WTH. Never mind, i'll see her next week.

Sometimes i wish i could spare a little bit more time with my other friends. Hopefully in CNY. Anyway, Weiyin is inviting me over to her house for CNY. I'll definitely go at all cost.

As for school, it's a bitch.

Luckily my project discussion went well...

I'm so skipping finance tomorrow that's for sure.


smile like a child ♥





Wednesday, 20 January 2010
$$$ flown ♥

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Money gone...FML.

Today i had horrendous stomach cramps that i almost faint in the train. Freak shit, i should have just take a cab home.

Now $26 gone with the wind. Tell me what should do?

The Doc was very nice, gave me discount for painkillers. But i doubt i'll go to school tomorrow.

Cause it was soooo painful.

Now i realise i have tons of stuff to do. LIST from top to toe. Oh well, i just hope i survive till next friday.

Oh BTW now i remember i have to get my corporate wear by next week. I can see my notes flying off...I NEED A SPONSORSHIP BADLY!!

I'm so gonna beg .


smile like a child ♥





Monday, 18 January 2010
broken soul searching for comfort ♥

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I can feel my bones cracking. It will really be nice if i could have some thai massage now cause i literally can't feel my body. I'm Floating

Tomorrow is yet another beginning of mayhem/heaven- PRMP CAII

I have no idea what is going to happen.

Today i had watch the best drama i have seen in my life and it is in real life. Seriously, they should just be actors and actresses.

Naturally, I enjoyed the show hopping that they will know when to stop.

Hmm...I doubt they can.

Anyway, i just need my comfort objects. Not the recycle ones from "The Giver". I am gonna give myself a mask, put on the johnson and johnson's baby lotion for relaxation before i sleep + my Ruru.

Simple things=simple happiness

smile like a child ♥





Sunday, 17 January 2010
Level of unpredictable ♥

My brain officially crash! into bits and pieces and i am saying stuff as though i am drunk. Forgive me if you find what i wrote here wierd cause i am not very coherent at this moment.

Why my brain crash?

  1. i am pure tired (in every bits and pieces of me)
  2. My brain can't rest cause my phone keeps ringing
  3. Too much shocked in the morning and afternoon
  4. Overloaded with my dad's lecture on finance
  5. wierd SMS coming in
  6. Math is just driving me mad
  7. Number of reasons why people don't help you when you needed them
  8. Tired of handling the bullshits that people like to throw at me
  9. My brain just can't comprehend why is this happening to me and my other few counterparts


I think i am immune to all the bad news sms coming in...or perhaps i am just too slow to react.

Finance oh finance...

Well, it's the start of the week...

I'll put the past behind me and move on.

Whatever that happen last week is over...

I think i need to get my brain OS fix..

till then


smile like a child ♥





Thursday, 14 January 2010
Desperation must be kick out ♥

My impatience often turn me into a desperate person. I'll learn to curb that.

Today, i had a mini breakdown again.

I think i had too much to handle these days.

But still wanna thank Sherry, Royston, Elaine and Fiza for being by my side.

Just one step at a time darling, go with the flow. Be a seahorse?

After a sleep, i think i am more calm than before. I'll direct my attention to Finance.

Thanks daddy for the help in finance...

smile like a child ♥





last time ♥

I feel so stupid.

Yesterday i cried over an ungrateful bitch. Now i feel like i am just plain silly to cry over such a matter. This will probably be the last time i am doing this.

I think i need to get out of that circle. Think of other stuff other than that.

Whatever...EMP is what i worry the most now. Like serious.

Freak shit i am getting paranoid again.

Damn it i need to stop doing that.

And lastly, i'll give the bashing a holiday.

smile like a child ♥





Wednesday, 13 January 2010
Be patient and thou shall be rewarded ♥

Today i realise that my impatience tend to get to my head. Today i realise that i need to be more patient by going fishing.

Today we had a conversation about grouping. It made me realise that no group is perfect. You can look for the perfect group members but one thing never changes- problems arising.

I remember asking my dad about why people reacted differently in projects. The answer- something is at stake.

He is so damn right. There is always something at stake. Our grades, our priorities, our relationship and our life.

There is always an element(s) that will drive people and everyone is different. Just a matter of how we handle it.

Yup..meaning whether anyone is willing to give and take.

As usual my final conclusion is : humans are just plain complicated. If only we are so simple, life will be easier.

But still i would like to thank my AM kakees for all the hard work and efforts even though there are times we feel like killing each other. Admit it people. =.= To me, this project is very important cause i want to push my limits and perhaps change myself.

alright...don't ask me why i am posting this...

It's Mr. Instinct's idea.

smile like a child ♥





Head Hunting ♥

I'm feeling extremely irritated cause there is a need to do head hunting for 2 o' level students for EMP.

How am i gonna do it? I just realise today that in about 3 weeks time, it's the event. OMG. Shoot me please.

What can i do??? Tell me and answer my prayers. I really hope i can get as many people as possible. Just in case.

Now i am mentally tired and soon to be unsound.

Someone save me please...

smile like a child ♥





Monday, 11 January 2010
Trust ♥

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Today i had a lesson given by my old man about Mr.Trust, which made me realise i never or rarely have trust for others.

I felt so pathetic. Maybe something is wrong with me...

I just need a few moments to blog about it so i can get it out of my head. I have no idea how to cope with that reality now.

Speaking of reality, I just realise i have 3 deadlines next week. Or did i just mention 3? Yes definitely. Worst, i only realise it today when Mr Khai gave a knock on my head (not literally) Telling me that i have gotten all my dates wrongly.

Deadlines? More like my dead times!

Vera was very nice by tweeting to give me some tips to handle EF!

Anyway, I'm so gonna get myself something expensive tomorrow. I don't care if its gonna blow a huge hole in my pocket.

I'm so gonna do it.

smile like a child ♥





Friday, 8 January 2010
You say it best...when you say nothing at all ♥

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I realise picturing my pictures makes my blog less dead...I wonder how long can this last?

I initially wanted to skip school today but i have to go back cause i have to hand up the Japanese editorial stuff.

I feel like spending money on myself and buy something expensive to reward myself. Forget about the reason cause it will be a made up excuse.

hmm...

I'll think about it later as i have to do the my AM. It's just a little bit more.

Tomorrow i'll be meeting my groupies for a keropok party..for my FIZA!!!

Looking forward to it =)

My bro just made a huge exclaim over my face. I know...major outbreak!!

this is just bad. very bad


smile like a child ♥





Thursday, 7 January 2010
お誕生日おめでと! ♥

I feel my bones are breaking. Oh well...yesterday was FML To the max cause nothing went right. Thank goodness today was so so.

I had a big headache and i feel like my head's gonna blow up. That's why the fiirst thing i told everyone after the EMP test was "I'm going home to sleep".

I think fatigue got onto me...

And once again THANK GOD EMP TEST WAS OVER. I felt like my brain juice was sucked dry.

alright then ..now the main point of today's post...


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST SELINA
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hEY NUREN, hope you have a happy 19th birthday. LURVE YOU TO THE MAX!!

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お誕生日おめでと!


smile like a child ♥





Wednesday, 6 January 2010
Buried ♥

Yo back to blog before i am buried in the awesome mountainous pile of work.

Right now i am with Jayne at FC6 studying...EMP.

Slept only 1 hour last night cause i have insomia. My mind is like my computer/laptop and it could not shut down.

Something is really wrong with my brain's OS. I think i need to change it to snow leopard.

Well...right now i feel so much like a zombie that i think my brain is as good as dead...

Had i not have to hand up that stupid GEMS report today, i doubt i will even appear for lessons.

Oh well, i just hope that this week will end soon, cuase it is too painful to continue any further...

smile like a child ♥





Saturday, 2 January 2010
2nd day of 2010 ♥

Aloha~

I led my past few days in the toilet practically. As of current, i have stop diarrheo-ing but I cannot eat too much cause my stomach has been infested with extremely naughty bacteria. It aches the moment i eat...freaking bacteria.

I have been stuck at home until today...freed from home and the toilet...

So today i went to kinokuniya hoping to buy some literature books. Apparently, the orchard outlet is sooo big that it always makes me feel giddy.

In the end i succumb to the temptation of buying Gundams books.

Bleh. I'm hopeless.

As of current, I'm rushing my UCCD shit report. Apparently on Hostfede theory. oh well...

Like i say previously, I lost my freaking thumbdrive...

Hopeless once again...Thanks Fiza for sending me the stuff.

So what have i been doing for the past few days other than diarrheo? Studying EMP when i am too jelly to go to the toilet.

I'm left with one more chappie...but once again i feel like nothing is going through my head.

But apparently, i studied so as to ignore the urge to go to the toilet for at least 2 hours. Not a very good motivator but at least it still works.

Oh well...

smile like a child ♥





Friday, 1 January 2010
Fresh 2010 ♥

Hi 2010 self...

I guess i get to the usual start up. New Year Resolutions.

  1. Get Good Results for Year 2 Sem 2 and Year 3 Sem 1
  2. Get a BF
  3. Better Skin
  4. Handle my emotions well
  5. Have fun everyday
  6. GO overseas
  7. Be healthy

I think that's all...

Usual with a little change this year. I hope my 2010 self will love herself more and not bash herself up for the smallest reasons...

xoxo,

Riiohna


smile like a child ♥