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Sunday, 31 May 2009 ♥
expenditure on the rise ♥

I just bought my maybelline gel eyeliner and beauteen french beige

Like finally...

I am spending too much this month so i am gonna scrimp and save

this list of things i have bought

  1. silkygirl eyepallete
  2. silkygirl blusher( for my mum)
  3. eye curler
  4. mascara
  5. popteen magazine
  6. beauteen
  7. maybelline gel eyeliner

$70 gone just like this...

OMG OMG OMG...

and i don't feel A THING AT ALL!!

anyway, i just read allkpop. Shinae is married...OMG and the groom is not alex.

sadden...and the guy doesn't look nice.

too bad for alex.

**************

after a 4 day break and thoughts about it...it is really time to pick myself up.

I know i have been a irresponsible for the past 4 days, leaving all the stuff behind and took off.

But i am really tired back then...

sumimasen...

Let's hope tomorrow will get better
smile like a child ♥





Saturday, 30 May 2009 ♥
going from up to down ♥

rainbow Pictures, Images and Photos



First thing in the morning was to receive a mix of call and message that there is AYG training today.

for a moment, i was too confuse that i think i started to break down a little.

Nothing has gone right for this two weeks.

Murphy's law in action.

i think i have been going around in circles searching for an answer that does not exist.

Troubling ...

"I bet your head is like a hamster running in its wheel right about now..."


No doubt at all...

I have no idea where i am going...

My life is ruin and health is not in good condition either...

i need to see some rainbow in this dark period of my life...
smile like a child ♥





Friday, 29 May 2009 ♥
time and recovery ♥



I will be taking off my braces in another 6 weeks time...

Woots!

I was quite shock today when i arrive at the hospital.

I forgot it is a HOSPITAL

i had to take my temperature and stuff and for a moment i was overwhelmed by the shock.

and when i saw my nurse in charge, she is beyond recognition casue she is wrapped from top to toe.

WOW...

i mean...i am so not use to this.

well, i am fairly recovering well from fatigue...

as far as i am concern...

at least i am in better control of my mood now.

i just need some time to be alone...
You know...at times i feel that when promises are broken, what's left is nothing but lies...
and you realise that not everyone can be your friend, not everyone cares ...
people became selfish for some reason...
and people treat it lightly and you realise that trust is nothing but words.
sigh*
i need a reality check!
smile like a child ♥





Thursday, 28 May 2009 ♥
break or a break ♥

Tired...

i am really tired.

been skipping school to make myself happy.

divert my attention by sleeping is the best solution.

haha...i have been a panda baby.

That's the only way to recharge.

Many things happen and i realise that their are times that i want to be alone for a while.

so i don't even bother to be online...

a break or i'll break.

it's just so simple.
smile like a child ♥





Monday, 25 May 2009 ♥
busy ♥

last week was a fuck up week...

that's why i did not bother to update much.

Met up with sherry and jayne to discuss MMR. I was so tired that i feels like i am in a coma and slept for 12hours

Today will probably be a sleepless night...

I need to do SPSS.

siansation...

My freedom will be back after wednesday. Looking forward to it...
smile like a child ♥





Thursday, 21 May 2009 ♥
hair loss ♥

im seeing stars Pictures, Images and Photos


i am losing my hair!! (kidding)

I mean being so frustrated just drives you nuts!!

sigh*

talk to jayne to day about some stuff...

at least i talk it out cause previously i don't know how to communicate that message.

For now, at least someone understands me...

PROJECTS PROJECTS PROJECTS

TIRED TIRED TIRED

i am seeing stars now...
smile like a child ♥





Wednesday, 20 May 2009 ♥
Irritation ♥

rice Pictures, Images and Photos


Ate extra amount of rice today cause i was under tremendous stress.

and i couldn't help it

it was beyond my control.

MMR is driving me up the wall!!!

I feel like my patience is running thin....

and i don't know how to handle it. AKA i am piss off with myself!!!

ARGHH!!

And OM somemore comes in to irritate me further.

Fcuk
smile like a child ♥





Tuesday, 19 May 2009 ♥
siansation ♥



I am so sian ...

Today first of all HAPPY BEE DAY JAYNE.

Anyway, a few issues did appear...i was a little unhappy about it but i thought through about it.

So and i realise that another POV.

initially i think i did show a little displeasure, but i thought through and so i guess it did not matter as much as before.

For now, i need to rest and relax and prepare for another hectic day...
below are the following pics that we took in our free time.
smile like a child ♥





Monday, 18 May 2009 ♥
No more tiramisu ♥

blackboard Pictures, Images and Photos


So today's the so call end of CA1 for DMA

No more tiramisu!

A sense of relief washed over me...

It is not like writing ok? Editing is a bit pro found to me.

Anyway, I finished the draft for Feature writing.Much easier than what i expected.

Just write the style like Sumiko can already! =)

sidetrack a little.

Bloody hell...Blackboard just won't appear. What's wrong with the system?

I need to revise for my gems or tomorrow there is no time!

Time is not on my side.

STress on Mondays and Tuesdays



  1. DMA
  2. MMR
  3. GEMS
  4. JAP

3 more to go...

I wanna do well for my GEMs ok. It'll look good if there is an A. But it is soo math and science.

never mind.

look forward to the next weekend.

and jap tomorrow...

I just want to sleep.
smile like a child ♥





Sunday, 17 May 2009 ♥
oh my mama ♥

Books Pictures, Images and Photos



well, yesterday's trainning was not bad.

but i still almost fall alseep.

Met our boss for AYG....W O W

I saw my friends trailer's...and i feel so stress. It was so good. and i feel so bad.

sigh*

anyway, after tomorrow, tiramisu trailer will no longer be up.

the funny thing is we were so familiar with the trailer till we can know the script of it.

hahas.

and today, feels so sucky cause the "to do list"is high on top of my food chain.

admin stuff for CONNECT, and my ever piling research and questionaire.

OMG.

Plus, i may get to do a company's website...still negotiating. which means i need to revise my dreamweaver. But they use joomla.

sianation man!

work work work...

if only

it is play play play

and work just keeps growing like a tree...
smile like a child ♥





Friday, 15 May 2009 ♥
Its finally friday ♥

CUTE Pictures, Images and Photos


Okay.

CONNECT ended with a dot yesterday. Luckily everything goes well. But i still have to comile all the namelist and stuff.

sigh*

So it was a tiring day.

WHat was unexpected was today's CA was to make sure you throw an egg from second floor and make sure it doesn't break.

wow

we broke a new record. 3/4 eggs were not broken!!

sigh*

I want my bubble tea...=(

work work work...

training is tomorrow

hope that it goes well!


smile like a child ♥





Wednesday, 13 May 2009 ♥
On track ♥

track Pictures, Images and Photos



Good news. The MMR Project is now on track.

After yesterday where everyone is falling alseep like everywhere, our efforts paid of.

GEMS today was a nightmare. After skipping one lesson, i am so lost.

Now i know i suck at math AND SCIENCE.

sigh*

which means i will need to work doubly hard.

Tomorrow is considered a touchdown day for all CONNECT committee members.

Can't wait for tomorrow...
smile like a child ♥





Tuesday, 12 May 2009 ♥
change ♥

Change, Change, Change Pictures, Images and Photos



Wanted to blog yesterday initially...but i was far too tired.

So an update. I failed the audition so i transfered to the PR media relation department for AYG.

at least i still got a job right? Initially i was offered as part of the production team. but i was sooo not interested.

On the whole, i still congrats to those who pass the audition.

So that was a change.

Which also means that my June Holidays are burn and trainning starts this Saturday.

Well, I'll survive.

As for the Tiramisu Trailer, I did far more than what i expected.

SO yep....
smile like a child ♥





Sunday, 10 May 2009 ♥
Baby-G ♥

Love it...

Today is like Sunday. I feel like every weekend i will want to push myself to do revision. But i seriously have no mood for that. Naughty hor? It's irritating when your hearts tells you to do this and yet it does the opposite.

anyway, Daddy bought me a Baby G watch today....i was so shocked.

it cost $100 plus...i better keep it at good condition.

sigh*

weekends sure pass by quickly.

i just want to sleep...

i want my holidays
smile like a child ♥





Saturday, 9 May 2009 ♥
Vesak day ♥

Happy Vesak Day.


So today we went to KIA to look at the lastest Cerato Forte. The one below...except it will be in CHAMPAIGN GOLD!!

so daddy's gonna buy this one.

then we went to pray in the temple and for some blessings. Since so many stuff had happen, i just pray that everything will be fine and problems will be gone like the wind.

haha...

anyway, i change my blogskin to orange. Thought i need some changes as well.

Afterall, now my favourite colour is orange.

I know i am wierd...

changing colour monster=)

BTW, i just bought my mascara...faceshop one somemore...

i feel so happy after so much changes
smile like a child ♥





Friday, 8 May 2009 ♥
crazy ♥

I thought of doing something different...so that my mood swings don't go too far extreme.

many things have happened at home and the i only trust one person to know that...

feels like i want to grumble and shout out at the top of my voice to vent that frustration out.

Just like a volcano...and probably just like that... i may end up offending more people.>.<

sigh*

I wish i could be like Selina and scold some suckers whom i feel like slapping...right at that person's face...

You see being straight forward and ignoring all consequences seems to make one's life far more easy than expected.

and i'll go back being fiesty just like 5 years ago.

of course naturally there is a price to pay. and i kind of admit, i have problems handling "human to human"relationship due to the lack of trust...

it's a touchy issue afterall.

and so i took alternatives to vent that frustration on shopping.

at least i am satisfied with myself now...

for now at least...
smile like a child ♥





Wednesday, 6 May 2009 ♥
breaktime ♥

so gonna feel good to skip gems.



I am gonna shop for my magazine on the way...



to sidetrack alittle...



I need to let out some of my complaints.



Previously, it feels like nothing to me when the work starts piling.



but when reality strike, it feels like time is not on our side. Probably i am just being paranoid...



Taliking about Priorities, on top of my list ends up to be DMA instead of MMR. I feel like i am losing my grip in all my work. WHAT THE HELL...



anyway, i have to start taking things seriously and ignore all the other unimportant stuff..



i need my teddybear...
smile like a child ♥





Tuesday, 5 May 2009 ♥
oh another day gone ♥

SOrt of like thanks to the people who showered me with lots of concern.



anyway its over...so weiyin, don't worry hor!



So in the morning i went early so as to edit my trailers. OMG edmund is like horror...



but still we have to draw out mac book pro...seriously damn PRO!~



Dalvin was kind enough to remind the others to take care of it cause each cost $10000 respectively...

haha...i am worth $10000...

anyway, it's always nice on tuesday cause i get to meet selina...at least i no longer need to call once a month or meet up 3 to 4 times a year only.

Jap class is getting to be more fun...slowly adjusting to the style.

tomorrow i probably think of skipping gems.

and i go down to CCA drive and sign up for CCAs...

wish me luck!
smile like a child ♥





Monday, 4 May 2009 ♥
time to move on ♥

It's time to move on...

anyway, daddy's gonna buy a new car...I'm so gonna miss his mazda 3.

sigh...

tomorrow i'll be up extra early to edit my trailers.

there goes another 1 hour worth of napping time.

Precious...

but if i can edit it tomorrow, that means i can do my shopping on Friday!!!~~

Oh yeah man!

I really gotta think what mascara i am buying next...Faceshop or majorica majorlica?

Sooo looking forward to FRIDAY!!
smile like a child ♥





Saturday, 2 May 2009 ♥
slow ♥

It's a slow day today.

I was settling my AYG article and i am finally done with it. I'll treat it with a normal heart so as to not put so much stress on myself.

As for the rest, it's up to fate to decide. I have put my best foot forward.

anyway, i just bought a new pair of shoes today.

Its GOLD!!

sigh*

Later, i'll be creating my storyboard. I just need the flow so i have been watching tons of trailers for the past few days so as to get that feel...

GAMBATTE...AJA FIGHTING!
smile like a child ♥





Friday, 1 May 2009 ♥
Labour day break ♥

Labour day break! SO happy!~~

and i really gave myself a big break.

stuff that had happen had pass by like clouds...

I went to watch X-Men origin: Wolverine. It was Fabulous. Hugh Jackman was soooooo handsome!

After that was some Mothers'day dinner.

Then we went straight to my god-grandpa's funeral. Apparently he died 2 days ago.

My godma told me how she rushes to see the last of her father. I was holding back my tears as i could imagine it in my head. Sort of like the kind of memories i had when my great grandmother was on her deathbed and my mother was crying. And she was telling me that her Father was actually waiting for her and when she said that it is alright and ok to leave. She'll settle everything for him. He finally let go.

But then behind every story of each person, you can see the ugly side of people. How people with blood ties fight with each other for money of a death person.

Terrible is the right word. Pathetic is yet another.

I have seen so much of it that i really wish i'll never see it again.

But yet i see how my godpa handle it...if you are use to it, you'll understand and handle it in a logical manner...

Probably... i hope to see myself like that someday...
smile like a child ♥