
i have been thinking alot.hmm..
sometimes i feel that i am still very naive.At times, i feel that i am too soft-hearted.There are times when i know what is going on, i act blur for fear of affecting my judgement on others.i guess that is just me.
You know i realise that many people still care about me.It is probably that i was too dumb or slow to realise that.I use to think as a girl i am probably at a disadvantage because of the old tradition.Growing up in that kind of environment around boys, i learn to be independent and competitive.when young, my goal is to defeat the boys in the family and prove that girls can also excel in whatever they do.As i grow up, without me noticing,i began to abandon that"motto" of mine.Who cares about that?As long as i am happy with my life, that is enough!
I learn to at times or most of the times to ignore "what" that is going around. Because like what people say curiousity kills the cat.Like what they say silence is gold, hence i learn to keep my mouth shut.
At times i hate myself.I never dare to put in all my affections for the people around me.Be it the problem of my pride or what so ever. Perhaps i am still learning.
HEY!IGNORE THE ABOVE!LOL!i gets too emotional at times.
I JUST WANNA PLAY & STAY HAPPY FOREVER!!!YEAH!!!